i'm so nervous about starting school. i'm going to be unoriginal and copy sarah and do an a to z list of good things in my life so i can feel better.
A-almost everything i have to do for school is done B-bananna bread. which i'm about to make. C-collage. which i made for pvpa. which turned out pretty good. D-drama! woot, come see me in my plays. E-earrings, i just found a pair i had lost F-France!!!!!!!! which i might go to over February break ;) G-grades. there are none. at pvpa. yessss. H-Henry, my brother, is being unusually nice lately. I-Isobel, a girl whose going to be one of my classmates, is awesome. J-Jerry Seinfeld is awesome. K-King Arthur stories. which i just finished reading. L-Lennon. as in John. Rocks my world. M-matchstick men, which i saw last night. N-new clothes, of which i have many. O-october. halloween. is soon. nuff said. P-Picture Book. best song ever made by the Kinks. Q-quarrling, which doesn't happen a lot lately. R-rolling on the ground laughing. which is what happened when sarah and i deflated and inflated the blow up mattres too many times. S-school's starting soon, which i'm glad about. T-TV. thank god for it. U-useless, worthless junk i threw out of my closet V-very very very nice out. fall is my favotite season. W-wild. check out my new icon. X-xoxoxoxoxo i looooooooove you Y-yellow. because i said so. Z-Ziggy Stardust. I think you know what i mean, my DASAC secons session `05 lovies.
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for the time being, until further notice, i'm not going to write in my livejournal. i know i haven't lately, but this is an official Zoe Ending Her Livejournal Updates Until Further Notice entry. I'm still going to comment in other people's journals, but updating, to me, is a pain in the ass and as long as I write an entry saying that I'm no longer updating, I won't feel like I have to update. Anyways. I'll keep my lj name and still comment, as I said, but probably won't update anymore.
so, i've been siiiiiiiick sicksick but i'm mostly better now
i've been packing like crazy for the last few hours, and it's driving me insaaaaane and now my mom's going to drag me to target so i can get shorts (who wants shorts from target???) and shampoo and miscellaneous items that are probably useless.
this, all because i'm going to Canada for the next two weeks tomorrow
I was putting together The 20 million piece jigsaw puzzle Of the entire world My entire world Somewhere around Brazil I lost a puzzle piece And I know i left it somewhere But's it's so hard for me to keep This whole world from crumbling to sawdust in my hands Because there's a gaping whole where part of the world should stand I left the puzzle piece under that ugly red sofa I know that's it's somewhere Until I find it the world will have to stay Broken beyond repair
like it? its' only part of my newest poem. i hope you all get it...the girl in the poem feels like it's here responsibility to fix the broken world...i hope it makes sense
mmm i smell chinese food, more later, soon, i promise
eventful friday. i: -broke sarah's freezer -burnt down sarah's house -killed kenny, and, -spilled water all over Sam's bed.
lemme explain: -sarah's freezer broke, the sides were all hot, and i said "we've given a new name to freezer burn," but we didn't know what happened to they just blamed it on me -i made popcorn at sarah's house, but somewhere something went wrong, because it resulted in a thick cloud of black smoke, causing us to go outside with burning eyes and throats -while outside, i told a funny story while Katie (sarah's sister) was drinking some orange soda, which she threw up all over the place to sam and sarah went "YOU KILLED KENNY! YOU KILLED KENNY!" which is something from south park, i guess. then, while we were outside, we heard this big crash which was actually a fan falling down sarah: "mom, what was that?" sam: "i dunno but whatever it was, zoe did it." -then we watched in good company and i fell asleep on sam's bed with a cup of water in my hand. sarah yelled in my ear causing me to awake and spill water all over it. -the next morning, sarah and i woke up and ate a lot of crepes and brown sugar, and then i went home
today, i went downtown and got a book and some hemp and conditioner.
then, tonight, i ordered pizza from Luna and watched the princess diaries
and now i'm drinking a smoothie and making a hemp necklace.
friday, i went to Look Park with Sarah Driscoll, Feds, Thom and everyone. i went swimming which was very refreshing. then feds came over and she left at about 8, but Sarah (gungle) slept over. The next morning, i woke her up by putting a glass with an ice cold smoothie in it on her face, causing her to violently thrash around and call me a bitch. then we went outside after a bit, and my lovely 11 year old brother and his friends proposed a super soaker fight. so we got very very wet.
Sarah: "Ha! You're wet!" Me: Oh, you are just so profound.
theeeen sarah left and i lazed around in my house and at the river before i went to star wars with sarah, chelsea, terrance, dylan, zoe c, and thom. star wars revenge of the sith is by far the best star wars ever made. hands down.
today, i didn't do anything excpet wash windows and do homework. and soon i'm going to elise's house with my mom, dad, and brother for dinner. we do these dinners with her family, and it works out, because our brothers are the same age. they run screaming around the house while we listen to music and have our famous zoe and elise talks in her room while our parents get progressively more angry about politcs in general.
hmmmm must shower and study for upcoming science quiz nowwww
continuing last night's entryyy so, i don't think religion is relevant to what higher power you believe in. i more want to have a life after death theory, like reincarnation or...whatver you choose to believe in. here's the thing.
i can't seem to believe in anything. i have tried almost everything, just short of becoming a witch, or, whatever, but my mind can't seem to accept that...life after death or gods and goddesses or one god or anything to that affect. it's annoying. because death is scary, having someone die is scary and dying is probably frightening too, unless you can convince yourself that the person isn't really gone forever, just until later. or that you won't leave forever, and you'll see the people you love and cherish when they die, too.
can you tell i've put a lot of thought into this?
seriously. i try and try. and try. but honestly, nothing feels right. actually it's more like...nothing feels REAL.
but i'm only fourteen, i've got plenty of time to decide.